The inner circle called itself the group. At its peak, there were about 100 active members, some at the Manhattan apartment, some in a big loft building in Brooklyn. "I felt as if I were in a world apart," one said. His Manhattan number is unpublished, and there's no listing for him in Lake Lure. I had it taken apart when I got back to California, and I learned it was almost worthless." I am here to train the leaders of the New Age. Slowly, I became mesmerized by him." "He and I went way back together. "And you'll never be a David Bowie unless you get a better story," Bey replied. John was saying, 'Don't hit me, Frederick. you duchesses and lords," Freddie would say '%u are fabulous! He would say, 'This sapphire is $50,000, this emerald is $70,000.' She told me they had her do things! Suddenly my son was talking like a robot.". "There was something endearing and maybe a little sinister about that." One tenant in the building had to stop a doorman from letting in a threateninglooking group of men on their way to 4N, von Mierers's apartment, at three A.M. "I said, 'Lock the doors! "He cared so much about being with the rich and the prominent," a friend who knew him well fifteen years ago told me. "We must spread our message to help humanity." The gems, he would say, are for ''special people, only the elite." All is evil . He had us change the locks on the door. The man's famil, Growing up in Goldsboro, Greensboro Day senior Jaydon Young averaged 25.9 points per game as a freshman at Wayne Christian. It's a drop in the bucket.' Frederick von Mierers told his elite followersamong them top models and yuppiesthat he was from the star Arcturus, here to neutralize "the dark forces." Im a textbook cultvictim.. My career is on the line! It became evil. Frederick would talk about their mission and explain the need to eat grains and vegetables; he would place them on rigorous diets, which involved an elaborate system of eating known as food-combining. I am creating the greatest comedy on earth. Two bodies cannot occupy the same space in the material world, which is what they are trying to do when they're having physical intercourse. "Frederick is very spiritual," Wyatt later told me. Look around. Montgomery's belief in von Mierers so overwhelmed him that he would read her chapters out loud again and again to his followers, as if to convince himself that they were true. You have such powers! "Freddie then went to a lawyer and threatened that he would sue me to get my power of attorney. With marketing, with the news, with politics, with the military and different religions and forms of government, I see forms of mind control all the time, everywhere. "All they ever talked about was money," Andreadis told me. So Freddie became a prophet, so what?" We all want the gems,'' I had heard a Princeton honors graduate and devotee of Eternal Values say on a cassette about the stones. ", In gay circles, von Mierers was called ''the mignon." Frederick's been working like lightning. His accent, already familiar to me from the many videotapes he had merchandised, was obviously inauthentic; I could hear traces of the grandees of the Hudson Valley, the sibilation of Blanche DuBois, and the clipped o's of Mayfair. .Frederick was hitting him in the faceabout fifty times!smashing his head against the floor and everything. What came out of John was just a hatred of Frederick instead of a complete submission, which indicates humility on the part of the soul. That's $3 million. " Still, at the group dinners, Adams would hear von Mierers tell the women models, "You need to sit on a six-foot dildo in the middle of Park Avenue." .. "A lot of it I couldn't really absorb at once." Von Mierers, in the company of Helen Williams, began to study the teachings of the famous psychic Edgar Cayce and to learn astrology; he talked constantly of planetary aspects and charts at Doubles and Studio 54. Do you see the ego there? I looked past Frederick von Mierers and stared at an arrangement of satin pillows in mauve, turquoise, and teal on a pale-blue sofa. Ive also tried to deal with some of the deep-seated family issues that may have made me a bit more susceptible to joining a cult than someone else. "That always sounded suspicious to me," a friend of von Mierers's told me, "but he was always around with Mrs. Williams, and she was such a sweet old lady." When I wasnt in trouble, theyd call me Dippy, but generally I was just called Dipshit. I probably have over $800,000 wholesale of these gems in this very apartment. "Frederick was only trying to help him." Tell her how much her book and the group have helped you!" It would be the final certification, for who in the psychic world could ever doubt Montgomery's famous Guides? "Do you understand? There wasn't much around the Lake Lure home of Frederick von Mierers to indicate a fast-paced lifestyle and the idea that he was a prophet from the star Arcturus. Part of mind control has always been to make people believe they are in danger from the outside world. Who neededmoney? Then the nationally syndicated TV show ``Inside Edition' and numerous tabloids featured stories on the enigmatic leader. The ring had twelve of my own diamonds in it, and I was shocked when I learned that the whole ring was worth at most $15,000, because Frederick had told me that the stone was worth $23,000. It was common knowledge in the inner group that von Mierers had a collection of Polaroids he had taken of black men endowed with huge organs. She was saved by her intelligence and her astonishing beauty. Von Mierers seems to have been aided in his gem operation by several New York jewelry appraisers, who were gifted fantasists when it came to evaluating the Eternal Values stones. The hardest part, really, has been forgiving myself. Even today, years after Charles Manson and the Jonestown mass suicides, more than two thousand cults continue to operate in America. And a voice said to me, 'Be calm, be calm, the transition will be easy. "Hasn't it always been part of the reputation of the Ford modeling agency that you protect your young kids from being taken advantage of?" People don't even know themselves, do they? "By fourth grade I just buried myself in books," she told me. Incredibly, von Mierers was able to persuade scores of his followers to buywith cash or money orders only his very pricey jewels. I like who I am now. We all lived together in the same apartment building. Overhead was costly, so the early gem prescriptions were for semiprecious stones. In those days, he would hold seminars for hundreds of people at a church on Park Avenue or at a downtown school. Perhaps von Mierers's ability to mesmerize so many young peopie comes from the very persona he labored to develop as he made his way up the social ladder of New York. She once wrote a syndicated column called "Capital Letter," until, as she says, "Arthur Ford told me that I could do automatic writing." I could give these kids almost a Harvard course in metaphysics." ", Von Mierers survived the difficult Manhattan waters, however, and by the early 1970s he could easily roll out the phone numbers of a Vanderbilt or a Rockefeller; he treasured his membership in a club called Doubles, a dim boite in the basement of the Sherry Netherland Hotel which attracted the lesser trust-fund crowd. "Frederick shut me in a room until it was finished," Adams said. Seaman was at the house when von Mierers died, Fritts said. Frederick insisted on cash. Close to sixty people attended. He chose to come back because of an urgent need to reach the young people who will be founding the new society after the shift of the earth on its axis.". That is the crux of the recovery process. His maid did my laundry. "Freddie used to tell us all in those days that he had spent $20,000 to decorate it, which was a tremendous amount then!". "It was Frederick's idea to strip us of our egos through sexual humiliation," a model told a prosecutor in the office of the Manhattan district attorney. Members have included well-known models from the Ford agency, such as Jacki Adams, John Hoyt, and Susan Bearden; an honors graduate of Princeton named Catherine Edelmann; a West Coast money manager; Harvard alumni; Fritz Diekmann, a TV executive; Tracey Miller, a Florida model; an officer of Marine Midland Bank; and Douglas Wyatt, a Houston lawyer whose mother, Lynn, is the famous blonde socialite married to Oscar Wyatt, the head of an oil-and-gas empire. Every few moments, the birds spread their wings. Only the elite will be saved. Williams, who was later the executor of his mother's will and had her power of attorney, changed the locks on his mother's apartment and told the doorman never to let von Mierers up again. I believe in the master race!". "I have just heard the wildest story from a makeup artist who works on many Ford models," she said. Kathleen Turner and her. "She left less than $400,000," Williams told me, With access to Mrs. Williams severed, von Mierers retreated more and more into his spiritual pursuits. "The fact that this gorgeous blond Ford model was talking about how brilliant Frederick was convinced me to go to see him," one model told me. Near me, six of von Mierers's friends and followers stared at us, as if hypnotized, throughout our interview. John Andreadis, a former longtime von Mierers' aide who became one of his biggest detractors, didn't return telephone messages, although his answering machine repeatedly said he was only unavailable for about an hour. A year later, as a highschool senior, he ran into Frederick again. One afternoon, I dont even remember what I was reading, but it just hit me like a thunderbolt. . .From where do these thoughts arise? Did it matter? Parrots sat on his shoulders. You realize its kind of happening to everyone in a way. "My gems help me to see things clearly," an IBM executive named Pete Olson told me. David Seaman was a New York chiropractor. "Frederick has helped so many people. Mostly it was menial jobsdoing dishes and laundry, scrubbing toilets, doing vacuum packing. A few days later I called him and said, 'I don't want the ring!' ", "My grandmother-godmother was an extraordinary archduchess of New York," von Mierers told me. "He was always accusing me of ego, as if that were a bad thing! Later, when I got out and sold them, I found out they were worth less than$8,000. But when I got the ring, I could immediately tell they had switched the stones. I have rubies and sapphires! The cult was called Eternal Values. My whole body was encompassed in a blazing white light. Always, he was immaculate; he combed his hair, which was dark then, straight back like an heir to Morgan Stanley. What's the harm?" One of the aspects that troubled Andreadis was Frederick's increasing desire to find members who were rich. But don't mention that I have them here," von Mierers told me during the afternoon we spent together. Vanity Includes Mirror. He says he gave von Mierers $17,000 for a sapphire, a topaz, and a cat's-eye which von Mierers assured him he was getting for an astonishing bargain price, "way below wholesale." Everyone I am training for leadership will have perfect features. His house in Nantucket, his medical insurance, his club dues. Solemnly, the merchandise was spread out near me. " Sexually involved by then with Andreadis, Adams bought an emerald, a ruby, a topaz, and a cat's-eye; she took out a loan of $15,000 to start with, and paid an additional $24,000 to fix up her apartment. Gunzenhausen (German pronunciation: [ntsnhazn] (); Bavarian: Gunzenhausn) is a town in the Weienburg-Gunzenhausen district, in Bavaria, Germany.It is situated on the river Altmhl, 19 kilometres (12 mi) northwest of Weienburg in Bayern, and 45 kilometres (28 mi) southwest of Nuremberg.Gunzenhausen is a nationally recognized recreation area. I even found a letter she had written him that said, 'Why don't you invite me to Nantucket when Billy Baldwin is there?' Sign up for our newsletter to keep reading. There's no Lake Lure phone listing for Eternal Values or other names the group is known by - Unified Cosmogony or Ultimate Custom Interiors. You have to cut the ties to your family! As unbelievable as it sounds, never once during my two decades with the group did I ever consider I might be a member of a cult. ' This last year, in the early fall, I received another call, this time from a close friend. Adams was at first taken in by von Mierers's techniques. Sometimes I would have to go out to the end of the dock and do 15 belly flops as a form of self-punishment because supposedly Id been a dickhead that day. But little did the world know that he was deeply involved in a terrifying cult. "I recognized him as a phony," Jocelyn Kress told me. Within a few weeks, I met with a beautiful model named Jacki Adams, who for some years had been the face on the Elizabeth Arden campaign. John Hoyt, another member, said, "John was a very stubborn boy. "Suddenly my son was talking like a robot.". It has also been eye-opening. To this day I owe him everything. We spoke what youd call New Age jargon. It's a joke! In 1977, Helen Williams was in a car crash and had a stroke, which left her unable to speak. .like Lalique. "These are the light lasers! We were free to come and go. "We were like one entire family. Black Vanity with Carrara Marble Top. Early on, he felt the strong need to camouflage the fact that he had grown up in Brooklyn. There were many mirrors, plump lavender sofas, and reproduction Egyptian furniture. "You are fabulous! I never did. He said, 'These gems will help you! Got a tip? I was appalled by Frederick. They all came with bogus appraisals. "He's harmless," Hunter told me. There, he would later tell Ruth Montgomery, he was also treated for a streptococcal infection. It bears the signature of Unified Cosmogony's then-president, New York City TV producer Fritz Diekmann, who is featured in the 14-page Vanity Fair spread. Immediately! At its peak, there were perhaps one hundred active members. You are guilty of ego!" After a hard day's work, exhausted young models could be seen in the building spinning von Mierers's laundry and mopping halls. More, she had been taught to dress by a fine stylist who had taken her to Chanel and Scaasi to rid her of the jeans and sneakers of her modest Florida childhood. Von Mierers would stare at the camera with his cold blue eyes and talk about Satan and "the dark forces." I saw him again the next summer; two years later, when I went to Princeton, I started visiting him in Manhattan. To whom do these thoughts arise and whence do they come? I hated myself beyond loathing. "You are so pretty-pretty-pretty-pretty, my wonderful birds," he said, kissing their beaks. "Freddie used to say to me, 'With these gems, they hold you close to their heart. Von Mierers rented a house on Nantucket, where Baldwin always spent his summers. "Her eyes were blank, emotionally blank. Finally, on the night of July 3, 1999, I escaped for good. All this pale-blue lacquer. The fairy tales of this dimension! Even William Scranton III, the former lieutenant governor of Pennsylvania and son of the former governor William Scranton, once bought gems. Without Freddy to focus on, there were an increasing number of strict rules and codes of punishment. I worked with photographers like Bruce Weber, Richard Avedon and Helmut Newton. When the money manager demanded a refund, he says, von Mierers at first screamed at him, then refused to take his calls. He said he had come to Earth to warn people of an impending apocalypse, and to train his students to become leaders in the aftermath. Often he would rage at his followers. He also sold gems to his followers, a practice he said hed adopted from a Hindu belief in the healing properties of certain precious stones. I couldnt seem to live up to the community standards. He could no longer walk; a Lucite cane rested by his side. I was like, Oh my God. Andreadis dismisses this as pure invention. Cults have always attracted those with deficiency needsmissing pieces of psychological makeup that family, religion, or education did not supply. I had come in to interview Ford and Joe Hunter about von Mierers. "You have to do something! "I have been familiar with your work only since last summer, when I became aware that the message in your books is identical to the Hindu cycles of creation." Her relationship with Andreadis shielded her from the burgeoning sexual atmosphere of Eternal Values. Andreadis's flight released even more demons within Eternal Values. He became, he said, deeply depressed, "disenchanted with the world, and wanting out.". I work for a gemologist, and I told her to bring in the stones. "I had read everything. EVERY PAGE. And when he complained to Frederick, von Mierers said to him, "You will die on the water! ' "I was never paid," he said, "but I believed what Frederick said. $699.99 / piece Size: 31in. (''This cassette describes how the one Principle of Cosmic Intelligence expresses itself. Is a "Dangerous" Distortion, Says Rachel Williams. Montgomery had been so moved by Andreadis's letter that she felt compelled to consult the Guides. " Von Mierers's apartment became a hangout. It is true that our space brothers and sisters have arrived. Flanked by Catherine Edelmann and John Hoyt, von Mierers pointed his finger and spoke sharply to his host, Richard Bey. By 1976 he was listed in the New York Social Register, and he carried it with him everywhere, as if to call attention to his social stature. He kept elaborate ledger records, but he insisted on being paid in cash. 69-year-old suffers stroke in his home; Realtor showing house leaves him there. Id fly to Tokyo for a shoot and have to be back by Monday to take an exam; I was proud I was able to graduate with my class, in1985. "He teaches us how to aspire to be the best we can. His followers gave him tens of thousands of dollars for rings to prove their faith. "Iam doing this for you," von Mierers is said to have replied. ", Eileen Ford and Joe Hunter both told me that they have never issued any kind of statement about von Mierers, and they did not call the police after Jacki Adams had told them her story. Instead, they sent the body to Chapel Hill for autopsy by the state medical examiner. Meanwhile, after every job, people would be going off to parties at, like Madonnas, and I would fly back to my life in Eternal Values. He exalted Germans and referred to the Aryan master race. ", I was staring into the face of Frederick von Mierers. These cults attract mostly the Less than Zero generation, born in the 1960s, reared on fashionable doomsday prophecies about the millennium. The dark forces controlling this world are working not only through the obvious avenues of bombs, chemicals, and drugs but also through New Age spirituality. Freddy said to me, youre different, Hoyt says, speaking directly to the camera. $769.99 / piece Size: 49in. Eternal Values does not approve of my marriage. " There are allegations that he, like the Reverend Sun Myung Moon, was able to persuade his followers to sign over their paychecks, houses, even furniture, to further his cause. I always knew Freddie was a big talker and a fantasist. I can help you to transcend.' "How does Frederick know so much?" His skin was inordinately smooth, as if conferred by careless plastic surgery, yet there was nothing youthful about him. East Side Alien: Frederick von Mierers, who claims he's from the star Arcturus. What is the nature of this world?. Of special interest to the tabloids were the models and ``life readings' or other advice von Mierers had given celebrities such as Sylvester Stallone and Rae Dawn Chong. There were, additionally, an aspiring actor and several women who run von Mierers's business, a spiritual life-style and astrological organization called the Eternal Value's. By now von Mierers had perfected his pitch. He seemed to enjoy titillating the group with talk of "chocolate lords." And here I was, a male model, a symbol of all we were supposed to hate. .immaculate dresser. EVERY PAGE. and 'You are a fucking, sick, evil, satanic piece of shit! We all know its not. Just a few things that come to mind, working from memory of course. Many of her fifteen books are still in print, filling the psychic-phenomena sections of the paperback racks. ", Mind control inevitably follows a specific pattern. We never would have signed him." . We always used to kid about the old neighborhood. This guy is raking in millions! One time, toward the end, they said I was guilty of vanity because I supposedly looked in the mirror too much. Jeremiah will take over your body.' A decade ago, Montgomery was a Danielle Steel of New Age literature, a forerunner of Shirley MacLaine. Pulsating ionization machines cleansed the air, and billowing clouds were painted on the walls. After Aliens Among Us came out, everyone wanted to come to dinner with us," a follower of von Mierers's named Monty Karp told me. vanity fair: [noun] a scene or place characterized by frivolity and ostentation. "He saves them from their egos. When I look around, I see that, to a greater or lesser extent, we all have cultic relationships with peoplerelationships where the person we love, the person from whom were seeking approval, is also the one who is dishing out the abuse. investigates von Mierers, MARIE BRENNER breaks the story. In the summers, von Mierers would return to Nantucket. "In ancient Egypt, I trained you to be a healer! We are not a cult.". At that time I was high priest! Eileen Ford told me. We just have to get down and scrub the floors!' Few wind up, as von Mierers did, a canny gem salesman who was easily able to win over a popular author named Ruth Montgomery, whose books on psychic phenomena have sold millions of copies. he advised one model. For the narcissistic young, all the talk about their diet, spiritual mission, and ego was just another way they could spend time thinking about themselves. Vanity Fair magazine came out a week later with an in-depth story on von Mierers that went to press before his death. No matter how hard I tried, I was always Dipshit. I was in this weird catch-22. Like von Mierers, they were dressed in expensive clothes. ", One of the voices on the tape was that of the lawyer Douglas Wyatt. The evil forces are everywhere.". Call the super!' "I thought John Andreadis was spiritual," she told me. However, word began to spread through the Upper East Side of New York that von Mierers had genuine psychic ability. You can cancel at any time. And that is all I am going to say.". ''I was told I would have to wait a year to get my cassette, maybe eighteen months," a painter named Glenna Hartwell told me, ''but all the money had to be paid in advance.". And so, in 1984, Andreadis wrote to the best-selling author. About this time a Ford model named Susanne Gregard attended von Mierers's regular Wednesday-night "family dinner" for the inner circle of the group. "Vuitton is too Jewish. "I was so highly evolved," he told me. As the Manhattan D.A. ''Every other check was made out to Freddie von Mierers. Life after a cult has been challenging and terrifying and liberating. I first heard about von Mierers three years ago. Sapphires and emeralds gleamed from their fingers and wrists. "Look at these emeralds," he was telling me, stroking his gems. It was an era in New York of crazy religions, cults, and odd self-help groupsest, Scientology, Synanon, and Arica. von Mierers told Jacki Adams, the Ford model who had come to see me, on one cassette. 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